This photo was taken a few weeks ago. Yea, I just uploaded all the photos in my camera into my laptop.

How are you gonna celebrate this Christmas? 
I really really hope to get out of my house(but still can't put down my worries) and enjoy myself with friends and baby. But that will only apply if I am free from work. A few weeks before christmas, I was hoping that I can work on the 25th. Double pay, dude! However, not now anymore? Ah, let's see where the fate bring me to. Haha.

[Update: I'll only be working tomorrow and on christmas eve, 10pm and 9pm. I wonder is there double pay on the eve. Hahaha. Okay, I'm gonna celebrate with baby and friends. I hope he can take a day off. ):]

Sometimes, when I was left alone at whichever place. I start to wonder, "why can it be so complicated? why is this so important? why are there such a bunch of fucking thick skin people on this earth?". This somehow lead me to a stage where I hate my life, actually. But I'll still learn to appreciate it since my parents brought me here. Like I said - I'll learn. It doesn't mean I'll succeed at the end of the day.


Ah, FUCK IT.