Tuesday, September 18, 2007


Forever? I'm starting to doubt about the meaning of this sentence.

I was entirely to be blame on, today.
I didn't care about your feeling and just say things that hurt you.
But don't you remember something we always say?
"Only true friends stab you in front"
I guess you had just forgotten.

Yah, I may sound serious. But indeed I'm serious.
You will never admit your wrong. Like what Ym told you before.
And yes, you may sound correct sometimes and that is when we will keep quiet and agree with you. I don't admit my wrong sometimes, too. Who don't?

I know you are stubborn.
In fact, you told me that yourself.
And I recall all the fun we had last time, today.

You told me this before.
"I miss the fun time I had with you last time."
I felt being cheated by your sentence.
And I dint ask you to say sorry to Mr.Tang at all.
I got no right either. I think you just heard wrongly about what I've said.
I only say that I'm going to say SORRY to him not you.
And just because of me, shooting you back in a bad manner.
You gave me attitude. I understand. I'm in the wrong.
Go ahead and give me attitude but not to the others.
Like Amanda and Eileen. They were all innocent at that part of time.
I felt sorry for them. really sorry.
It's all entirely my fault.
And I admit it that I say it without considering about how you will feel after that.
Well, you can go on and tell others it was my fault that I say things like that.
I know it is my fault. really.
I still remember there's one time you said something almost like what had happen today.
But I prefer to keep my mouth close and keep it to myself to telling others.
Whatever it is. I know I have never been a good friend to you.

"Eileen, I'm sorry to make you worried just now. You came down and stand under the sun with me just because I'm stubborn. Thank you so much for being there and I know you are trying your best to help. But I really don't want you to be so tired just because of our childish act. SORRY MY DEAR GIRL!"

Anyway, I'm alright!