this week seems to be so unlucky for me.
i can't really remember wat happen on Monday &Tuesday due to STM. :D
so let me start from Wednesday then,

Wednesday
went to make my ic with ber and yimin. there's some thing wrong with my chinese name.
for that case, my parents' have to come down to change it. but they weren't free to do so.
so postphone it to today. well, my mum told me something that really hurt me. shall say it later.
after that sad case of mine. we went to Simei for my phone repair.
well, one of their rule is that, you must be above 16 to repair your phone. -.-

Thursday
My brother send my phone for repair. he called me and said that my phone might spoil while repairing. it's 50:50.

Today
i asked my mother just now whether what time are we going to ICA building for my IC.
she told me that her friend or who-so-ever said that my name isn't good for my future -.-
and my sad case is, i might change my name! :(
this name have been following me for the past 15 years till now.
Suddenly, they told me this?
hmm, can't control myself.
cried. :(
thinking what will happen when school re-open if i change my name.
i still use to what people call me now.
i seriously don't care about my name in future can?
and i don't even believe it?
if that's so, those people who have the same name as me have to change it?
FOR "FUTURE"? what is this?
when i asked my father about it just now.
he can tell me as if it will be so simple for me to face a new name.
i'm not their dog or their pet?
you can just simply change a name as you like?
who knows if i might have problems with it after changing?
when you all can just happily change my name, just because an UNKNOWN told you all that my name isn't good for my future?
future is the way we lead it, isn't it?

**if my name are confirm. i will post the name on the next post and also to my blog profile, friendster profile and MSN display nick.
i don't mind you all call me HUI XIAN after my new name are confrm. :)