ahhh. its a long long time since i really take a close look at my legs (that two tones i am talking about).
hmm, not much differences compared to that time when i just got tanned. >.<
my mum asked me to apply a cream without noticing that it is a SUN BLOCK LOTION.
(i applied it for the past few days -.-)
if she give me on that day when i really needed. oh my, thank god. but.. too late? and what for?
i mean. that lotion she asked me to apply on. helpless anyway.
so people. don't be surprise to see that weird legs on 6 june. (:
bernice's mum say that it will fade to the same skin colour as you have before you tanned.
i'm waiting. and waiting very patiently already. when i really take a look at it just now.
i go "AH!" all the way. :x my family's suffered. haha! and i even asked them whether is it obvious (when i knew that it was obvious) -.-
don't ask me why. ha. cos neither do i know why.
everyone answered the same.
father, mother and brother : DON'T KNOW.
and no one knows how to cure this "illness" of mine. it's a big ILLNESS to me ok.
it look like.. ZEBRA CROSSING? anyway, it's just half tanned and half not tanned.
contrast is the word to be used for it??
whatever. anyway, later on meeting bernice to get my M]phosis slipper.
she's paying for me as a birthday present. -.- so i shall divide the cost of it into 2. and that's the amount of money zheng's present is. 'cos both of them share money to buy me a present.
i'm GOOD ok.(mark my word)
bernice came out with a "GOOD" idea yesterday. (as now is already 1.43am)
she said other than a slipper, she's buying either a handbag or a blossom top for me. (and for that, the money i have to cost for zheng present will increase)
i'm not DUMB. anyway, i'm broke la. i can't afford a present that ex ok.
so maybe just a slipper will do. unless you willing to buy me another thing.
which will not be included to the cost of zheng's present. :)
alright, if there's a will there's always a way. so maybe i will give it next month? hahaha!
this month is marked as a shopping month for me. don't ruin it. lalala~
let see how it goes la. cos' not only one present that i have to buy.!?!?

i've not been having a peaceful year for the past 1 year. till now, i'm still not satisfied with how i spend my year and how i settle things/stuff. >.<
let me state it all out..
1: cheat in maths test. (well, i copied and was caught. it was a mass cheating anyway.) - 2007 (February. i think)
2: truancy -2006 (together with ber. but we got a reason for that. it's not that we playing truancy. Mdm.lau won't get it anyway. all she can give was DEMERITS/DETENTION and not our explanation.)
3: Skip school -2006
this three things i did was the most serious things i ever want to do it. but i still did. LOL. is it serious? :x
hmm. i believe pple DO change for a BETTER. and so am i? ha. this year i only got 8 demerits for that maths test. no detention so far. SEE. I've changed. so can you? :)))
who don't have past? and regrets in life?
even lying to someone else. (they might be important to you or not important to you.)
hence, you will be feeling regretful one day. trust me. :)

anyway anyway.
after so much crap. don't doubt my words. cause who i am now is totally different.
is all because YOU exist in my life, i made a wise decision. :)
so to people who are changing for a better. gogogo! :D
i think i better go. the more i stay here and type. the more nagging you will have to bear with. :)
and i really sound like a AH MA now.