eww. the weather now is super HOT.
feel like going ktv.
ARGH. told yimin cos there's a reason in it. but of cos not today. the weather will be killing me if i go out. hahas. i m dark enough. :)) i think i heard yimin saying that she want to go suntan on the phone just now . LOL. how cute can she be. SO HOT LA! like what i say in the previous sentence i m DARK enough. haha. i hate my hair condition NOW. got to ask my mum for help. oh yea. mrs.chew came to my mum salon yesterday.. should have ask her to give me a ride home yesterday..

yesterday night was not what i expected it to be.
i thought it will be a wonderful night as the 1 week holiday had started.
but things happen.
you say it was your fault. n you sms me a 'sorry'.
i didn't know how to reply it. but who knows.
just as when i m sadly replying to my friend that i m not sleeping yet,
i send the msg to you. n so, i have to send it again. -.-''' this happen not just once.
just because your name was under her name.
P.S only pple whom are using w850i knows what I'm trying to say. I'm nt sure about other phone.
but you replied. so i said what i wanted to said long time ago. but i add on a sorry at the end of my sentence.
you told me it was your fault n so i cried. i don't mind waiting for your call, sms or even you.
i feel so down after seeing that msg. i didn't know that you will actually blame yourself. for what had happened.
you know i won't blame you, is not your fault neither.
i think of it the whole night. i didn't reply cos you told me you feeling tired and you have to go school tomorrow which is today.
i replied you. but i just don't know how to express my feeling to you.
i don't even have the guts to tell you that no matter what i won't blame you..
i need you that's why i love you and not the other way round.
your sms really make me smile. you said your sms will make me laugh last time.
yes. you did. you also said my sms make you smile.
is it true? anyway, i don't believe.
i prove it to you that your sms really make me smile/laugh.
what about you?
this is the reason why i don't believe.
maybe that's the way you can make me forget about my troubles.
but i don't want lies. cos your lies can actually add on to my troubles.
i told you only your sms make me smile..
yes its real.
i love you. i mean it.
what can i do to make you mine?
what can i say to make you understand that i really love you.
will that day come soon? or it will never come?
i will wait for now.
if only i know what my future is going to be like..