argh. not in a good mood right now. no mood to entertain anyone nor chat/talk to anyone. kinda pissed off? being so nice to pple ard me, dey seems not to APPRECIATE it AT ALL. wth. now was like 9o% my mummy DONT allow me to dye. n 1o% she allow. hais. the ANS is damn obvious. WHICH IS A.. NO! >.< she was saying tt when sch reopen ii still have to dye back black. but ii DONT PLAN to dye back! ii not so stupid can? den she says when you dye your hair will not like now lehs. hey hey! dere is a treatment rite!? like.. STEAM? argh! all she want is..REBORN! wth. ii dont want.! why you all just CANT CANT CANT understand?! hais.! ii admit tt the report book shown was not really good like last time nor did i improved. YA! is most of my classmates did quite badly tt is why ii got higher chance to remain at position 6! so what!? at least ii passed? ii m glad tt you all c highly on me.! but this isnt what you all want? at least ii passed. n is not tt ii FAILED right?! give me a BREAK PLEASE! ii damn tired of it.! now you all are controlling me like what?! ii m not robot! ii want back the freedom you all gave me last time.! hais! really so fed up/sad sad sad!
ii need a break.
let me be what i want to be.
what ii have done through out this year wont affect my future.
ii wont do stupid stuff tt make me look dumb!
ii m now 14! soon ii gonna be 15!
let me be.
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this two months,
ii will try my best to forget you.
ii dont think ii can wait. :'(
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how ii wish,
time will re-wind.
back to the past.!