I'm okay! Really.

Thanks Rachel, Eileen and Grayson! (:

The feeling you all have on me by judging how I react over this matter is totally wrong. I'm just not expressing it out. I felt so irritated when people questioned me, "Aren't you worry?" For once and for all, I AM. Honestly, I'm afraid of losing people whom I'm close with. Who's not afraid? Stop telling me how serious this matter is. I'm not a 3 year old kid anymore. I know what's going on. By telling me over and over again will only make me stress up. Nonetheless, thanks for the concern.


So long as you continue to stay strong, I believe you will recover. I'm sorry for not knowing how to show my concern to you by words.