HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!
it's 12.35 now! SATURDAY!
lols. :) didnt have much to post. hais. SAD for some reason. :) ehs. ya. hais. i m just looking forward to next tues. other than that i got no intrest. :)
later night having reunion. -.-''' MAKAN MAKAN! lols. i will the first to start everything wan BET!? lols. amanda went to night rider. hais. should have went with them! if i did i wot bhere posting and day dreaming. GRRRR. flu n cough is killing me.! i rather have fever than this. my voice...!! LOL. amanda says she dont know what i talking with tht kind of voice. lols. is a good thing. so that i can scold you n you will not find out what i m talking abt. YEA? hahaha! will ba MAKAN-ing on chinese new year EVE, CHU SN and CHU SI. OMG! STEAM-BOAT! didnt buy any new clothes except for a short n a shoe. LOL. i will buy new clothes when my shopping mood comes back. :) SOON SOON. on friday which is yesterday have fun only when i m talking to JUN WEI (ex-zhrians) lols. MISS HIM MAN! he's finally back. talked to him. suddenly quite a lot of memories went across my mind. lols.! cos ya talk to him everytime whenever i m in sch last time. just cant believe that he left zhonghua alrdy! LOL! well, before that saw derrick! ASS! lols. he was playing CATCHING!? can you believe it?! so i said "wah lao! still young uhs? play catching" then he was like wanted to beat me or smthing? LOL! he asked me to repeat what i say so i said " orhs orhs. we youngser wont play what "adults" play" LOL!! band performed. cheered for cy. haha. x)) th friendship that will always be. :) I LOVE HER! oops. I LOVE HER, HER, HER, HER, HER. :) my loves.!
i had bacame a unreasonable girl to you and also to me.
i know i shouldnt be like this.
but i got no choice.
you dont know me well at all.
you making my new year to the worst new year ever.
what more can i say other then I LOVE YOU.?
it's alrdy 21 century. girls out there are becaming more daring.
wow. but i wasnt.
i hope i m one.
but why issit that you are always the one that make my mood goes up n down.?
you are the one that make my mood change.
now i really understand how amanda's feel.
the feeling was AWFUL.
the feeling of waiting for a guy to be back or waiting for a guy to love you more than you do.
i know what come first to you.
i know it wasnt love that come first in ur mind.
it wasnt mine too.
i know we have to study hard to go for our goal to get our target.
but i need love n care from someone special.
not my family but you.
not my friends but you.
is different feeling. you get what i mean?
if only i can rewind everything back to the past where we were still a stranger on the street.
i guess i would never lead a life like that.
it wasn't your fault. it was mine.
at least you let me know what was love like.
though we haven get into a serious relationship yet or we might not.
but i will hold on to it.
what will we be after graduating in zhss?
will it be back like last time when we still dont know each other ?
i dont know what to do.
n you will never know how i feel whenever i sms you n you didnt reply me.
you will never know how is it like.
you will never know it would this PAIN.